Sometimes I get so confused that I don't know whether to do the right thing, or the realistic thing.
I wonder how long I would have to withstand the torrential downpour before I get to see my rainbow. And I wonder how long I would have to walk till I'm able to find my pot of gold.
If only I could go back to the times where everything was so much simpler.
Keyword: If.

Well, back to studying.
Chipster_wes.

What's with all these bullshit, "No KIDDING. You are the 5,246,353,564th visitor to view this page. You've WON! Click here to claim your prize!"

Just last month I've received 2 calls from the "Royal Bank of Scotland" telling me I've won some luxurious holiday from a contest I didn't even enter and that I've god knows how much money in a bank account which I've never even applied for. Whoopeedoo~ I'm RICH!

Then comes the message " Microsoft Paying you - Not Fake." Gosh, even the English suck. You don't really expect me to believe this shit would you?
"Dear Friends,

Please do not take this for a junk letter. Bill Gates is sharing his fortune. If you ignore this you will repent later. Microsoft and AOL are now the largest Internet companies and in an effort to make sure that Internet Explorer remains the most widely used program, Microsoft and AOL are running an e-mail beta test..

When you forward this e-mail to friends, Microsoft can and will track it (if you are a Microsoft Windows user) for a two week time period.

For every person that you forward this e-mail to, Microsoft will pay you $245.00, for every person that you sent it to that forwards it on, Microsoft will pay you $243.00 and for every third person that receives it, you will be paid $241.00. Within two week! s, Microsoft will contact you for your address and then send you a cheque. "

huh? Riiight. Even with that much money, I doubt Bill Gates would share his fortune with a "Friend" like me. He would be better off giving the money to his shareholders.

So, to people gullible enough to believe this kind of crap, use Google to confirm if these crap are true. As they say : JFGI!(Just F-ing Google It.)

Sorry for ranting, been studying for the past few days.
Chipster_wes.

A new Bombyx mori larval ovarian cell line highly susceptible
to nucleopolyhedrovirus.

SO? Why the heck would I give a damn about this crap? I don't even know/understand 99% of whatever crap that's written on that paper. The only thing I can understand is the English. Don't bloody throw scientific terms into my face, damn it.

Chipster_wes.

I'm elated. My grandma does not have kidney failure! False positive test results led to the conclusion of her having kidney failure. Thankfully, it was just a non-maglignant tumour whiched blocked her urinary tract or something.

Thanks, person-up-stairs, so I guess it's time for the payment now.

Sigh of relief, Chipster_wes

I have homework to do, but first things first, I feel that what I'm going to do is of more importance. I have a deal to make with the person-up-stairs.

Dear Person-up-Stairs,
I believe, being all knowing and all, you would know why I'm writing this to you. Though I do not really believe in any religion, I believe there is a greater power, the power who/which made the universe, who/which chose this blue and green planet to be inhabited by the most wonderful thing, Life. Sure, I might have said " Screw this world," "Armageddon is coming anyway," and whatever not, but the thing is, I don't really care anymore.
My grandma is dying. I've just received news that her kidney died on her not too long ago. She underwent dialysis twice, and her blood pressure has dropped to dangerous levels. She's in critical condition, so I've decided to make a deal with you.
I've thought long and hard, oh yes, and I've made my decision. I might or might not regret this in future, but who would know what the future holds anyway, except you that is.
My deal is: I would not mind having 10 years shaved off my current lifespan to give my grandma another 5 years to live. I know you have the power to do it, and I'm willing to accept any consequence.
I have said that I believe everything is pre-destined. And I guess now, it's my destiny to at least preserve my grandma's life for another 5 years. I sincerely hope and pray that my grandma can live long enough to see me graduate, wearing that ugly rectangular hat. Thanks in advance.
Yours Truly, Ee Xuewen Wesley.

Huurghhh~ I felt so disgusted today. Practical involved mincing a chick embryo, dismembering the head from the body, and squeezing out the retinal layers from the chick's eyeballs.

We began by hacking off at the broad base of the egg, where the air sac was. Then we punctured the membrane and poured the embryo out. Gosh it looked like crap. That lifeform inside the egg was not recognizable. It looked like it originated from freakin' outer space. S'too bad I don't have a picture of it.

So yea, I did the dismembering. Boy, was it gross. I'll never look at eggs the same way again, maybe till tomorrow after a good night's sleep.( I haven't eaten any eggs today, thank heavens.) The 10-day-old embryo resembled something like... a longan with 2 seeds popping out ( the eyes ) connected to a longan with limbs. I know, ugly as sin. Arrgh. I need brain bleach. So yea, that was the only interesting part. The rest was plain old cell-counting and whatnot, plenty of very dry stuffs that I can't be bothered to go into details, 'cos I'm going to sleep now, at 10:43pm.

Gonna have a GOod NIght,
Chipster_wes.

Word of the day : A-*pop*-to-sis.

Immunology had no mice this week :( But hurray, for there is no school tomorrow, though I have to do e-learning for Jap. But hey, better then needing to go to school! Release at 12pm on Friday, so this week is like tha' boomz. Point to note: I need to complete drawing my fruitflies.

YES LAH! Managed to configure the wireless router successfully today, so now I proclaim : My house finally has wireless! WOOHOOOO! Wireless FOR TEH WIN! Suck on it n00b Thompson wired modem! \m/

Wee kiong don't let me see his private blog. :(